talk !

hi all
... i'd many Qs lately abt the nature of this blog, and is it a space for "TALKING WITH INNER ME" or is it just another information place, the answer is always DUNNO
i've difficulty to sit and talk with me, i admit it, i try to escape so many unsolved problems and dillemmas n my life, to escape is always easier ...

this june is very stressing month for me, personally, am stressed with exams, and with my own self, am judging many mistakes i've done n the previous few months, not intentionally, but there were MY MISTAKES .... u can imagine how hard when u fail to connect with one of the very very few ppl whom i've wished to stay my whole life with... i failed to share my feelings with her, i hurt her, everything is confusing lately ...
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u can add more sorrows , for the death of 3 figures whom i really admired, loved and respected
plus, also i'm not writing any new texts, lately i feel that it is all EMPTY inside me , so full and empty n the same time

enough talking , .... better to sleep
ibrahim